Why Can’t I Sleep?

I've been getting little to no sleep since I got home from the Dominican Republic.

I suspect is has something to do with the fact that my wife and I are throwing this party to celebrate our marriage with our families. We got married with only a handful of them at the ceremony so we just wanted to have the opportunity to celebrate it with them.

I am now thinking this was a mistake.

The more I think about it, the more I am starting to get stressed. Our families are both enormous and judgmental. I'm starting to anticipate their every critique of the night. I don't know what they are expecting from the night.

Everyone keeps asking us what is going to happen at this thing and I keep saying nothing is going to happen.  No ceremony.  No speeches ... I mean nothing.  It's a party in a bar. We just wanted to bring everyone together ... never a good idea.

Remind me next time I decide to do something like this the level of stress I experience.

Also, remind me not to try and wake my wife up in the middle of the night to discuss my concerns. She was not mad ... but, she sure as hell DID NOT CARE.

I want sleep man ... I just wanna sleep. At least it's not a dog keeping me awake.